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My name is Alexis and I am a twenty one year old female originally from Gary, IN but I currenly live at Purdue Univeristy!! (Go Boilers!)
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Floetry - Hey You!
...written on Monday, Jan. 17, 2005, @ 11:35 PM
"You know yesterday I stood outside in the rain in an attempt to dissolve away or just disappear or be gone be back or be
just I try to see the point but I only see the pain My dreams cry when they're slain I regain consciousness to blurry vision
I try to listen out for whispers of..."
I can't cry over spoiled milk. I refuse to feel low and let my self-esteem go away when I have no need to. KT has a lot of issues. He gets mad and call me all kinds of idiots, stupid's, and dummy's, and I'd be all of that especially for dealing with him. Once again: It's a choice that I have made to be with him which means I had an option. It was not a requirement. You can't keep wanting out but want me to stay in. You don't get that opportunity of having the best of both worlds. I know that if it were vice-versa, I wouldn't have that chance so why should you. He's not even not even worthy of that option. I just thought that maybe one day I would be able to return but I can't even do that now. Like Dewayne said, I played myself and he was so right. This was probably one of the worse moments in my life but this too shall pass. :-)
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