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My name is Alexis and I am a twenty one year old female originally from Gary, IN but I currenly live at Purdue Univeristy!! (Go Boilers!)
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BBD - When Will I See You Smile Again
...written on Sunday, Jan. 09, 2005, @ 10:54 AM
Day four:
I've got to be strong! Last night I've had a dream about him but then again, what is new? I guess he is still waiting for me to contact him but like I've said before, there is nothing to contact him about; if he's not talking about what I am talking about then sorry sweetie, there isn't much to discuss. Just like he has informed me, "I've got too much on my mind already to be worried about some girl" then I've got news for him too, "I've got too much on my mind to be worried about some damn nigga!" Now, don't get me wrong because I'm already missing the crap out of him but the fact of the matter is you have to stand for something or you'll fall for nothing. "I will permit no man to narrow and degrade my soul by making me hate him." Therefore, I would NOT let him make me lose self-respect for myself so bad that I would begin to hate him. I don't hate him, I don't hate him at all. I just dislike the way that he's let this thing go so far only to try to turn around now and say no! However, like a child, there are consequences to your actions and there will be pain and suffering. And no, I'm not making idle treats either.
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