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My name is Alexis and I am a twenty one year old female originally from Gary, IN but I currenly live at Purdue Univeristy!! (Go Boilers!)
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Fantasia Barrino - This IS me
...written on Thursday, Dec. 16, 2004, @ 10:42 PM
I can't do it. I've come to the conclusion. I can't do anything anymore than I want to. I'm determined to see myself with successful people with successful relationships, with successful outcomes. I'm worth more than life's bullshit and shitty outcomes, and I'm tired of having a shit face. I can go on and on about what I want and don't want, but one thing that I will no longer tollerate is a nigga with too many hoes... ewww!! NO NO NO NO NO! One thing I wish is that we as humans had a choice with whom we fall in love with and decide to give our hearts to. It's crazy because in your mind, you know that this person isn't necessarily the best person for you; you've convinced yourself OVER AND OVER AGAIN that you need successful men to have a successful relationship, and with those successful men you will have successful outcomes. Needless to say, you always fall in love with the people who aren't about shit and wouldn't give a fuck about hurting you. I know it's not of much help, but you've got to trust your first mind and follow your heart. I've heard that so many times, and I've been disappointed everytime, but it has always been a learning experience that I wouldn't trade for the world. No matter how much I wish that I haven't met certain individuals in this world, it's happened and there is no turning back.
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