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My name is Alexis and I am a twenty one year old female originally from Gary, IN but I currenly live at Purdue Univeristy!! (Go Boilers!)
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Lil' Mo - Why Do We Fall In-Love?
...written on Wednesday, Dec. 08, 2004, @ 8:53 AM
Yesterday, I talked to KT for nearly three hours... it was unprecedented how we were just conversating. Obviously, it wasn't high because we were laughing and cracking jokes, chit-chatting, and basically just gossipin' about the unusual. He's really trying to convince me that I'm the only person in the "G" that he is or has been talking to, and insist that he hasn't been talking to nobody since I left. Whatver because I will believe that when I see it. I finally asked about what was going on between him and Sabreena and oh boy did the truth come out about that. LADIES: Jealousy is a weak emotion, and you have got to overcome that! From what KT was telling me, he didn't know why she had been acting funny towards him and then I told him it was because of me and explained to him why (told him about 1996-lame sh*t) and he was surprised. Now, if you've been having your eye on somebody for a mean minute now, and you've had him before another female, why should that female become a threat to you? I mean, if you two go all the way back to high school then really why should this new person become a sudden treat to you? It's an enigma to me, but KT even said that if he were a girl he wouldn't trust having me around either, and tried to say that I be exposing my body all the time... whatever- because I do not. So dig this: (This is the context of us joking on the phone)
KT: I don't know what or who you think you is now, but I know ya! I remember you when you was still skinny, yellow, and had hair down to ya butt...
ME: Ah yeah, so what are you trying to say? I'm ugly now? I ain't shit now huh? (laughing)
KT Nah, I'm just saying, I don't know what you though you are now or grew up to be cause you ain't NUUUUUUTTTT-IN!.... (laughed)
Me: Ahhh yeah? That's where it is now huh?
KT: hell yeah
ME: Damn, word is bond huh?
KT: Hell yeah... what you gone do?
ME: Well shit boo, I must be something cause you STILL fucking with me! (BUST OUT LAUGHING)
KT: Alll shit! Got damn! You a bad motherfucker for that shit...
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Of course, we were joking around and shit. LOL. But it is times like this that be messing with my head because this is why I like him a lot. We play around a lot, we chill a lot, we cuddle a lot, we argue a lot, we fuck too much, and I'm a sucka for anything that sounds accoustic to my heart. It is at times like this, when I feel good being around him because he can be my support system when I have nobody else. When my mama and I are going at it, he's just like don't trip 'cause mama's can be like that some times. When I'm ready to drop out of school, he's like, nah don't do that, stay in school. When I'm tired of hustling up funds, he's like, it's a hard time hustling but you still can't do what I do, but whatever you do-do ya thing! etc. So, why do we fall in love? Especially, when you don't think they are doing you any justice???? Good quesiton.
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