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Alicia Keys - Karma
...written on Sunday, Dec. 05, 2004, @ 11:00 PM
I just finished watching this great movie called, "Family Guy" on N.B.C. and it was an excellent reminder of the things that Karma could bring. It was about a man who, in the beginning, was in a relationship with a lovely woman who begged him NOT to go to London, and in real life he did. However, in his sleep one night thirteen years later, Karma revealed what his life would have been like with her. How they were married with two children, happily in-love. After he finally has witnessed his life with her, he wakes up and is back into reality and he was miserable without her. Looks her up, and goes back to her and begs and pleas to be with her. It was very interesting. Now, what made me want to right about it was because I know that I've always wondered what kind of life might I have had if I had of stayed with DeWayne, Quanta, Steve, Donte, or even as recently with KT. Sometimes, I often blame myself for us not being successful but more often times I am elated that we haven't worked out. Somethings are not my life. I am glad that I am a single, sexy, intelligent twenty-year old female in college whom is childless. I struggle but I am alone in my struggles. I am not struggling to take care of others (children). I am glad that God has revealed the real KT to me because evidently, if I did fall in love with him, that would make me miserable being step-mom to children who are not mines, and all of that mental, physical, and emotional abuse. I am glad that I saw this movie today because now, I will no longer put the past in prospective. I will only live for the future and I know that my future man is out there somewhere waiting on me... ♥ true love still exsist. I just have to find it.
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