The Girl
My name is Alexis and I am a twenty one year old female originally from Gary, IN but I currenly live at Purdue Univeristy!! (Go Boilers!)
more?
Smiles
Frowns
Disclaimer
My diary, my space, my rights. Don't like what you see? Feel free to hit that little X up there. Thanks.
Tweet - Where Do We Go From Here?
...written on Friday, Apr. 01, 2005, @ 9:10 PM
After I thought yesterday had turned out to be a good day, (after me going to R.Kelly's huge house) I ended up stopping by KT's house for a brief moment. Everything was fine until he angered me so easily by having the audacity to tell me that I don't "appreciate" his friendship because I didn't buy him any groceries. Oh my God... if I didn't began to snap when I got home in the privacy of my own home because I didn't want to put all of my business out in front of Tish and her little brother whom was in the car. I'd be lying if I didn't say that things didn't get ugly but the truth came out about a lot of things and I got it off my chest and honey... there is no feeling like being FREE when your mind is made up and your heart is in the right place!! I quote what was said from me, " I can't even believe that you even had the audacity to tell me some shit like that! 'You don't appreciate my friendship'- what kind of shit is that to tell somebody who is ALWAYS going out of their way to shit for you and your ungrateful ass but I don't see your selfish, inconciderate cynical ass running to do a damn thing for me. While you're up here running your mouth, you're wearing a $345.00 coat I bought you, but you want to cry about some groceries when I just gave you money to get your car window fix that you broke, and I can't depend on you to do one of the two things I EVER asked you to do for me. But I don't appreciate your friendship, huh? EXACTLY what is it that you have done for me that you feel as though I should be so appreciative for, because clearly, I am drawing a blank! It's been more of me catering to you and being submissive to your needs as if you're my man-that of which you are far from- and you chose to tell me some garbage like that? Clearly, you've got your head shoved so far up your ass that you don't even see the little things that I do for you just because you are who you are to me let a lone all of the other shit that I have endored while dealing with you -far too much for me to handle. Now I know what my friends mean when they say some of the things that they have said; at first, I thought that they were just hating but clearly of what? I see obviously, you've got both me and the game all fucked up because you DO NOT APPRECIATE ME or anything that I have done for you all this time. I don't even know why I concern myself with you or this shit. I am far more better than this and if you were a real man, you would excuse yourself from this so called, inconvience that I have burdened you with since the day that we met. Free yourself! You've taken my kindness for weakness and that shit just ain't hot considering how much I do on my own for you all the time. I can't even believe that you've truly had the audacity to attempt to play me with that shit. I thought for a minute that I was tripping but now I see that it was you. I will not let you stress me." Therefore, this is the final....
| Powered by TagBoard Message Board |